Month in Review (December)

12/2009: 0 miles
12/2010: 49.5 miles
12/2011: 108.7 miles
12/2012: 64.6 miles
12/2013: 92.3 miles

My last monthly training summary was for... July. Wow, it's been a while. I almost didn't bother posting a summary for December seeing as my "training" during the month was very inconsistent due to travel, illness, and general holiday craziness. Instead of recording mileage I should've recorded the number of cookies I ate. That would've been more impressive.

I wanted to get a slight head start on training for 2014 because I knew that my main focus race would be in late June/early July-- either Hardrock, Western States, or Bighorn. I displeased the lottery gods once again and didn't even make the wait list for Hardrock. I actually had similar odds of getting into Western States even with only one ticket, but that didn't happen either. Disappointing, but no big deal in the grand scheme of things. I'll get into both races eventually, and I believe that each extra year of experience improves my odds of being successful once I do get in.

I'm excited for Bighorn. All the race reports I've read-- and all the folks I've talked to who've run it before-- speak highly of it. "Wild and scenic" seems an appropriate tagline. As someone who's only run one 100-mile course before, it's exciting to contemplate running a new and unknown course. A little intimidating, but mostly liberating as I'll have no historical splits to beat and (assuming I finish) I'm guaranteed a PR for the course. In my experience, running an unfamiliar race purely by perceived effort can be the most enjoyable and satisfying way to run-- even if you might've been able to shave off a few extra minutes with a more rigorous/scientific approach based on past results.

For me, the most intimidating aspect of Bighorn isn't the course or the distance, but the timing of the race. 6/20 seems damn early to be running 100 miles-- especially for someone who lives in Leadville. The trails around here don't generally melt out until mid- to late-May. If I simply move my traditional training schedule up a month how am I going to log 50,000 ft of vertical in April and May? A lot of snowshoeing up Mt. Elbert and racing down in the "lowlands" of Buena Vista, Ft. Collins, and Gunnison, I guess...

Here's what I've been up to since Leadville:

Green = long run, Bold = race, Yellow = bike (1 mi/10 min), Blue = snowshoe/ski.

After taking a full week off after Leadville, I just tried to keep it around 20 mi/week during my 15-week off season. For my fall race I paced my good friend, Alex, at Run Rabbit Run for 61 miles. That was much tougher than expected, but super fun! (We'll be running Bighorn together this year.)

Of course, during my first week of "real" training in December I immediately came down with a nasty stomach flu that took me out of commission for four days. Ugh. Not pleasant. Still, I was able to bounce back pretty quickly. The holidays took their toll, but I'm relatively pleased with what I was able to accomplish. I've been a little more unorthodox in my training so far, snowshoeing and backcountry skiing more than I have in the past. In particular, I've snowshoed 6.6 miles up Elk Run (1,000 ft of vertical) on multiple occasions. This workout is absolutely brutal in untracked powder, taking me over 40 minutes longer than I run it in warmer months. In the same amount of time I could easily run 12 miles on the roads around town, but I'm hoping the snowshoeing will pay off in the long run.

Backcountry skiing counts as training, right? In Second Creek Basin.

Most of my backcountry skiing took place during our annual hut trip. Each year, a group of 20 or so of us rent out an entire hut for 3 nights sometime between Christmas and New Year's. It's super fun. Generally we pick a hut near Leadville, but this year we traveled a bit further to a new hut near Berthoud Pass. Every year it's a contest to see who can haul the most ridiculous amount of food/alcohol up to the hut. Let me assure you that skinning up 800 ft in 1 mile carrying a 70+ lb pack is a workout! Oh. My. God.

Family portrait at Broome Hut near Berthoud Pass.

So, yes, their were some hiccups in my December training, but I'm feeling good. It's certainly way too early to stress out about missing a few days here and there. Luckily, I seem to have retained some of my fitness from summer, and I'm running my regular routes as fast or faster than I ever have this time of year. And, most importantly, I've still got the desire to train. I'm excited for all the races I've got lined up for 2014. My immediate focus is Smokey's Leadville Snowshoe Marathon on 2/1. That will be about, oh... 20 miles further than I've ever snowshoed before. It should be an adventure!

86,182.48 calories of awesome!

This beast just arrived in the mail today. Way more fuel than I need for 2014, but what's that saying? Quantity has a quality all its own? Well, hello quantity!

50 lbs of maltodextrin goodness

50 lb x 453.59 g/lb x 3.8 cal/g = 86,182.48 calories.
86,182.48 cal / $61.48 = 1,401.80 calories per dollar.
86,182.48 cal / 300 cal/hr =  287.28 hours of running.
$61.48 / 287.28 hr = $0.21 per hour of running.

2014 Training Has Begun

My training for next year officially began on Monday with a relaxed 5-mile run with my wife, Christina. We were in Maryland for Thanksgiving visiting my folks, and we managed to escape into the woods before our flight home to Colorado.

I've taken it pretty easy this fall, running only 2-4 times a week on average since Leadville. Maybe 20 miles/week total. Sometimes a little more; sometimes a little less. Getting out when I can, but not stressing about it if I can't. I feel good. I've gained maybe 3-4 pounds since the 100, and certainly lost some aerobic capacity, but my legs still feel pretty strong. Most importantly, I still feel motivated. I often find myself reminiscing about my amazing year of racing and thinking about what goals I'd like to set for myself in 2014. It will be very difficult to top 2013.

Ironically, I don't know exactly why I'm training right now.

My 2014 race schedule depends on the outcomes of multiple lotteries. I threw my hat into Hardrock and Western States. The odds of me getting into either race are pretty low, so I'm trying not to get my hopes up. (1,279 people signed up for Hardrock this year and 2,704 for Western States.) Despite the exasperating Hardrock vs. Leadville melodrama this fall, racing Hardrock is still my number one long term goal. The unconstructive and self-righteous actions of its board of directors certainly diminished the race's aura for me personally, but the course still holds an undeniable allure. (Don't get me started.)

The one thing I have decided is that-- after four consecutive successful finishes-- the Leadville 100 will not be my focus race for 2014. Sure, I may run it for fun if the timing works out, but I'd rather focus on something new and different. Leadville has been my only 100 mile race and, while I've enjoyed every one of them, I feel it's time for me to branch out a bit.

1,245 miles of racing in 4 years. Most of it in Leadville.

A breakdown of all the races I've run. Heavily skewed towards ultras. I love the ave miles/race.

My current thinking is that if I fail to gain entry into Hardrock or Western States, Bighorn will be my focus race for next year. I've heard good things about it, it's relatively nearby, and it's a Hardrock qualifier. Furthermore, training for Bighorn will give me good experience in getting into shape by late June-- about a month earlier than I normally do for Leadville. Peaking just before the beginning of July will also be required if I ever run Hardrock. Hence, I'm beginning my training this week as opposed to the first week of January. So, we'll see...

I'm excited. I'm ready to get back at it.

My goals for this December are very modest. Just try to get in 5-6 short workouts/week. Maybe 25 miles/week total. I'm sure a fair amount of it will be on the bike trainer. I'd like to get in one quality workout per week as well: a hard snowshoe up Elk Run, or a strong effort on the bike, a long run, or perhaps a skin up Ski Cooper. With all the craziness that the holidays bring, we'll see! Honestly, probably the biggest effect of my training this December will be the reduction in loss of fitness rather than actually gaining any significant new fitness (since I usually atrophy for an extra month before beginning training in January).

No matter what my focus race for the year ends up being, preparing for the Salida Marathon in March will be my immediate goal. It's a great local race which has quickly become a key component of my early season training. It's also probably the main reason I'm able to motivate to get out the door and actually train during Leadville's long winter.

There's also rumor of a new snowshoe marathon in Leadville in early February! I haven't had the chance to talk with Smokey about it yet, but I'm definitely game for that race as well. I have found no harder winter workout than snowshoeing. It is utterly exhausting!

Fourth time's a charm...

Patience is a virtue, right?

Along with apparently everyone else in the Colorado ultrarunning blogosphere, I registered for Hardrock yesterday. I should have 8 lottery tickets this year. But with only 35 open slots for first timers, I'd guess my chances will be somewhere around the 15% mark.

My fingers are crossed.

PCT

Exactly seven years ago today I crossed the border into Canada, completing my 5-month, 2,650-mile journey from the Mexican border on the Pacific Crest Trail. I had hiked from the parched deserts of southern California, carrying 7+ liters of water at a stretch, to the snowy 13,000+ ft passes of the Sierras, ice axe in hand. Through the baking canyons of northern California, around the glacier-clad volcanoes of Oregon and southern Washington, and deep into the remote forests of the northern Cascades. I had seen spring turn into summer turn into fall. I had hiked through endless sunny days, epic thunderstorms, blizzard-like snow, and seven days straight of rain. All my worldly possessions were boxed up and in storage. Forgotten. No mortgage, no job. The trail was my home. I carried everything I needed on my back. I hitched into countless towns to resupply. I made many good friends along the way. On the top of Mt. Whitney, I proposed. With a smile, she accepted. My hiking companion became my fiancee, became my wife.

Engaged!

I knew nothing of ultra-running at the time, despite intersecting many famous courses along the way (and wearing Montrail Hardrock shoes for almost the entire journey-- I had no idea what "Hardrock" referred to). Running was still many years in the future for me. Thru-hiking will always be my first love. There is no substitute for the deep sense of peace that comes from living so simply for so long. It takes about six weeks on the trail, I'd say, for a "vacation" to turn into a "way of life". Your mind empties and your cares slowly melt away. There's nothing else like it.

1,000+ miles on a single pair of Montrail Hardrocks.

Though I didn't really think of such things at the time, I often wonder how my fitness after a thru-hike would compare to my running fitness at peak training today. Though it's done at a much slower speed, thru-hiking numbers completely dwarf any ultrarunning training plan. I was regularly logging 150-mile weeks for months at a time. My monthly average was well over 500 miles/month. The total elevation gain for a northbound hike of the PCT is roughly 750,000 ft. That works out to an average of 150,000 ft of vertical per month. More than three times what I generally log during peak training now. I remember calculating that there was a two and a half month stretch-- from Tuolumne Meadows to the Canadian border-- where I averaged over a marathon a day. For two and a half months! Crazy. My training stats for Leadville seem laughable in comparison. Obviously, everything is done at a much slower pace. But hiking is all you do from sunrise to sunset. There are no competing responsibilities. My longest day on the PCT was 42.5 miles. A 30+ mile day was notable, and 25+ miles a day became the norm. We intentionally slowed down in the Sierras, in respect to the difficulty of the terrain and the gnarly early-season conditions, but also because it was just so damn beautiful. Why rush it? Recent FKTs on the JMT are impressive, and a worthy pursuit in their own limited way, but to me... they kind of miss the point. They merely scratch the surface of what is possible to experience in that terrain. Obviously though, quitting your job and carving out 5-6 months to simply "walk the earth" is often not a realistic option.

And so, when I returned to "real life", I eventually discovered ultrarunning. (I suppose with living in Leadville it was inevitable!) Running gets me out the door and into the mountains, while still allowing for a house, a job, and kids. (Barely!) I am grateful for that. In a way, running is more balanced, more integrated, and more sustainable than thru-hiking. You get a taste of the epic without having to completely disrupt your modern life.

Still... the Continental Divide Trail beckons. Completing the Triple Crown is near the top of my life's to-do list. Another long walk from Mexico to Canada, this time through the Rockies. Maybe once we're retired, and the kids are in college, my lovely hiking companion and I will shoulder our packs once again and head out on the trail to rediscover the beauty of simplicity; to rediscover ourselves. I can't wait.

Hope Pass is a walk in the park.

Europe

Four days after finishing the 100 we were on a plane headed for Europe to visit my in-laws and enjoy a relaxing two-week vacation. Our first stop was my wife's childhood home in Switzerland-- a small village just outside of Geneva. Our second stop was her father's house, situated in the rolling hills of southern France near the Pyrenees, just outside of Lourdes. It was a wonderful trip. Very, very relaxing. Christina's parents were amazing hosts; and the kids had a ton of fun playing with their grandparents.

I arrived with swollen feet and a tender spot on the top of my right foot (due to my crazy, ill-advised Powerlines descent), but in pretty good shape. With some compression, icing, and plenty of rest my feet more-or-less recovered a week after the race. When all was said and done, I think I recovered from this year's 100 more quickly than any previous year. It seems unfair that the less time you're out there, the easier it is. Not being on your feet for a full 30 hours really makes a difference.

After about two weeks' rest, I started going out on short, 5-mile runs in France. I felt pretty good and I was actually able to set a PR for the distance-- due to all the oxygen at sea level, of course. I was ravenously hungry during the entire vacation and ate and ate and ate. Such good food. When we finally returned to Leadville, I stepped on my scale and weighed in 6 lbs heavier than my race weight just three weeks prior! Aw, yeah!

I'm headed to Steamboat Strings this weekend to pace my friend Alex for 60 miles. (Yikes! We'll see how that goes! Hopefully I haven't lost too much fitness...) He's running the Run Rabbit Run 100 mainly in an effort to preserve his qualifying status for the Hardrock lottery. I definitely owe him for pacing me at Leadville this year. It should be a lot of fun. I'm really looking forward to it. I think it'll be great to be immersed in the energy of a race again, but without worrying about my own performance or selfish goals. Instead, I will be solely focused on helping a friend. That will be a very healthy change.

Other than that, I've got a business trip to Boston coming up, and then I'm thinking of running the Devil Mountain 50 in Pagosa Springs the last weekend of September. I ran it in '11 and it's a small, low-key, very mellow race-- basically the opposite of the Leadville 100. Beautiful terrain and plenty of vertical. A good opportunity to enjoy some time in the mountains before my summer fitness disappears.

I've updated my LT100 race report with some pictures. I'm definitely feeling some post-focus-race aimlessness. So much training, so much planning, so much obsessing and now it's over... Sure, I'm starting to tentatively think about possible goals for next year, but more than anything I'm looking forward to four months of down time-- of just running when I feel like it, for the hell of it.

A view from the backyard of Christina's childhood home over the adjacent vineyard.

Grandma, Sierra, and Aunt Carolyn. Lake Geneva and the Alps in the background.

Chamonix and the UTMB starting line! Two weeks is enough rest, right???

Mer de Glace. I was very proud of Sierra hiking the 400+ steps to the glacier without complaint.

Grandpa's pool was obviously a big hit with the kids-- well, everyone really!

Momma and Ethan enjoy lunch at Grandpa's.

A view of the Pyrenees from Grandpa's front yard.

The whole family at Biarritz, France.

Sierra dragging me into the Atlantic.

LT100 Race Report

Prelude

If I had to describe the week leading up to the Leadville Trail 100 with one word it would probably be "paranoia".

My taper was working insofar as my leg muscles felt absolutely great. In the final weeks before the race, with rested legs, I had a spring in my step that I hadn't felt in a long while. PRs on local routes around town came easily without much effort. I'd glance at my GPS and find that I was "accidentally" running 7-minute miles. However, I was now only running every other day and it seemed that a new mysterious tweak or minor joint ache would manifest itself on each of the off days. Kneecap soreness. Tight shins. A painful sore spot on the outside of my right foot. WTF?! Where was all this coming from? It felt like my body realized that daily running had stopped so now it was okay to finally breakdown. I kept up with stretching my hips before, during, and after every run. I also iced my left knee after every run-- the knee which has given me the most trouble in the past. And I'd also foam roll my legs every night for about 5 minutes or so. I thought I was doing enough to keep any potential case of ITBS at bay.

For my final long run I ran the 11 miles from Pipeline to the Colorado Trail and back. It's become a tradition. I ran it very strongly, but I distinctly felt a dreaded tightness on the outside of my left knee. Dammit! Wasn't I icing and stretching enough to prevent ITBS? With only 7 days left until the race I went into full-on panic mode. I visited the local pool to jump in the hot tub to loosen everything up and then stretched and stretched until I couldn't feel any tightness in my hips at all. I iced both legs 3 times a day. I foam rolled like a mad man over the weekend and took big doses (800 mg) of ibuprofen to try to "break" any lingering inflammation. After debating full rest vs. sticking with my plan for my taper, I decided to go out for my remaining 5, 4, and 3 mile runs. Short, flat, easy runs on the LT100 course just to keep everything moving. I was hyper-alert during the runs-- completely focused on my knee-- but the tightness didn't re-surface. I continued stretching and icing during the week leading up to the 100, but I stopped foam rolling. I didn't think deep massage was a good idea so close to the race. If nothing else, the short runs helped calm me down. I knew that they didn't prove much (since they were so short), but they restored a bit of my confidence.

Why the paranoia? Well, I've come down with ITBS in 2 out of my 3 LT100 races. The first time, it was a pre-existing condition that I knew about ahead of time and could anticipate dealing with during the race itself. The second time, I ran the race without any knee problems whatsoever. I thought ITBS was a thing of the past. However, last year, during my third LT100, it came out of nowhere at mile 30 and derailed the rest of my race.

This year there was more on the line. I was aiming for a big buckle: 24:45. A finishing time that would require a whopping 3.5 hour PR. I was confident that I had the required fitness. I was confident that I had a nutrition plan that would work.

All I needed was for my knee to cooperate.

The Plan

Before I had even declared my intention of going for a sub-25 hour finish, I had sat down and gone over my splits from last year (along with my notes) and tried to find places to save time. How could I actually shave off over 3 hours from my previous PR?

1. Well, the course would be 2 miles shorter; returning to its normal length. That's 30 minutes right there.
2. Historically, I've spent way too much time at aid stations. Especially from Twin Lakes to Winfield and back. I estimated that I could save about 60 minutes if I just didn't stop.
3. Don't get ITBS. I hoped that staying injury-free would save me ~90 minutes on the downhills. This had more to do with proper training (and recovery) than anything that I did in the race itself.
4. Only the remaining 30 minutes would come from improved fitness. Mostly during the first 40 miles.

Simple, right?

Seriously though, I liked the fact that the plan didn't require me to push any harder than I had in the past. Hopefully, my perceived effort would be about the same as it always has been. Mostly, I would just run smarter and uninjured.

Start to May Queen

I hesitate to say that preparing for the 100 the morning of the race has become routine, but it's become pretty close. I know exactly what I'll eat, what I'll wear, how long it will take me to get dressed, how long I'll stretch, etc. Pre-race jitters are no longer an issue. The only three things I did differently this year were to 1) use a heat wrap to warm up my leg muscles (prior to stretching), 2) wear compression shorts in an effort to keep my hips warmer, and 3) wear an IT band strap from the start. Mostly for the placebo effect, I guess, as I'm dubious they actually do much, if anything. At 3:30am, after my last sip of coffee, my wife, Christina, and I walked the three blocks from our house to the starting line.

I felt relaxed. What would happen with my knee, would happen. I had done everything I could think of to prepare it for this day. I was confident in my training. I knew the course like the back of my hand. I had an experienced crew and a totally solid group of veteran pacers ready to help.

I just had to execute.

With a blast from the shotgun, we were off. Time to get in to position for the trip around the lake. I chatted with some friends I spotted in the pack and tried to maintain an easy 8:20 min/mile pace down the Boulevard, cracking jokes about how sustainable it was. As we hit the flats at the bottom of the valley I shifted down to 9's. I actually jogged up the mini-powerline climb and then shifted down again to 10's around the lake until Tabor. Once past Tabor, when the trail becomes a little more technical and rolling, I shifted down yet again to 11's. It was a very comfortable pace. I'd get backed up when folks in front of me starting power-hiking the small uphills, but I'd usually be able to dodge around them.

I did feel the tightness in my left knee return as I jogged around the lake in the darkness. It was intermittent and only someone as paranoid as myself would have even noticed it. All I could do was quietly sigh and tell myself to stay positive. Maybe it was nothing.

Nutrition-wise, I kicked ass during this section. 820 calories down the hatch. I drank two bottles of my homemade energy drink and slurped down two gels. I also quickly refilled one of my bottles with tap water as we passed through the Matchless parking lot (the first boat ramp). I highly recommend that strategy to top off your fluids during this leg.

I hit the May Queen aid station in 2:08. 2 minutes faster than my goal and a 9-minute PR. In retrospect, I think this is a pretty darn good goal time for this leg. Anywhere from 2:05 to 2:10. I think it strikes a nice balance between speed and sustainability.

May Queen to Outward Bound

I quickly spotted my crew, took off all my warm layers and my headlamp, grabbed two new bottles of energy drink, my hat, and sunglasses, and jogged off up the road to the Timberline Lake TH.

This is the leg where I knew my improved fitness would have the most obvious impact. I planned on slowly jogging all the way to the top of Sugarloaf. Previously, I'd only attempt to jog Hagerman Road and hike the rest. But, if I've mastered anything this summer, I've mastered the slow 12-14 min/mile uphill jog at altitude. Whether you're jogging or hiking actually doesn't matter, in my opinion. What really matters, I think, is just a steady, sustainable, consistent effort. I prefer to slowly jog-- rather than quickly hiking-- and adjust my cadence to match the grade. There were two racers next to me who were constantly power-hiking past me, huffing and puffing with their poles clicking madly away, only to drop back again and repeat the process as I trotted steadily along. Personally, I don't think those spikes in energy are optimal.

Jogging up Sugarloaf.

I broke my promise to myself to not run faster than 8:30 min/miles down Powerlines. I just got carried away, as I always seem to do. I was prancing down the mountain with an exaggerated forefoot strike, trying desperately not to damage my knees. I think I overdid it a bit as a few miles later I felt a slight pull/tear on top of my right foot. Stupid! I hoped it wouldn't come back to bite me in the next 80 miles. My knee felt fine, though. Perhaps some intermittent tightness, but nothing consistent and certainly not getting any worse.

I hit the Outward Bound aid station in 1:54. 6 minutes faster than my goal and a 14-minute PR. And this section was about 0.3 miles longer given the new aid station location. (Rumor has it that Lifetime pissed off the manager of the Fish Hatchery, who kicked them out. Just local gossip, but sad to hear.)

Outward Bound to Halfpipe

I met my crew near the aid station and quickly swapped my two empty bottles for one new full one. (Another 720 calories down! I was rockin' it-- though I still felt strangely hungry.) I headed off down the road, cruising along, listening to my ipod. If you're ever going to listen to music during this race, this is the section to listen to it! Flat, paved road and lots of it. I hovered around high 9's and low 10's during this section, with an 11 min/mile on the dirt road up to Pipeline. A very comfortable pace. At Pipeline I met my crew again and traded my empty bottle (another 310 calories in 40 minutes!) for two full ones, plus an extra bag of energy drink powder to mix up during the next section. They also dumped some ice water on my head. So refreshing! (My 4 year old daughter, who was there cheering me on, apparently thought this was hilarious and later emulated it at home with her own water bottle.) I continued on to Halfpipe, jogging everything. That was a change from last year, for sure, when I had begun to hike some of the uphills.

I hit the Halfpipe aid station in 1:11. 9 minutes faster than my goal and another 14-minute PR. Most of that PR was probably made on the gently uphill dirt roads, rather than on the pavement. Again, my improved fitness played a big role in this section. I could jog everything without much difficulty.

Halfpipe to Twin Lakes

Rather than stopping for 5-10 minutes like I normally have in past races, I blew right through the aid station. It felt good, but in hindsight I think it was a mistake. While I was doing great as far as calories went, I don't think I was actually drinking enough water. I was probably only getting ~17-18 oz of water per bottle given the density of my energy drink. And, in the mounting heat of the afternoon, I think that ultimately hurt me.

I realized I couldn't make it all the way to the Mt. Elbert aid station before refueling, so I waited until we crossed the major stream in this section and filled up there, dumping water on my head to cool off as well. The clouds were mostly obscuring the sun, but the heat was rising. If only I had chugged 8-12 oz of additional water here, I think it would've been a game changer. Ah, well. Hindsight and all that.

Psychologically, I had passed a huge milestone, though. Both times I had come down with ITBS during this race, it was always during this section. Right before the course hits the Colorado Trail. The intermittent tightness in my left knee had completely disappeared. I hadn't felt anything for miles. Could this really finally be happening? The magical race where neither nutrition nor my knee held me back? I definitely had to choke back some tears at the thought.

Dehydrated, but no ITBS!

I topped off one water bottle at the Mt. Elbert aid station and began the descent down into Twin Lakes. 9 min/miles felt amazing compared to the 11-12's I could only muster limping downhill last year.

I hit the Twin Lakes aid station in 1:45. Exactly my goal for this section and a 5-minute PR (over my time from '11-- I actually ran it 29 minutes faster than last year). In retrospect, I think 1:50 might have been a wiser goal. You need to hit Hope Pass in really good shape, so you need to absolutely nail both your nutrition and your hydration during this leg. I nailed the former, but I think I was falling behind on the latter. It would come back to haunt me shortly.

I made it to Twin Lakes in almost exactly 7 hours-- 15 minutes ahead of my goal pace and more than an hour faster than I had ever made it to Twin Lakes before. So far, so good!

Twin Lakes to Winfield

I took a quick sip of soup at the aid station, met my crew, put on my pack, grabbed two new bottles, dumped more ice water on my head, and immediately set off for Hope Pass. Having basically run straight through Twin Lakes without stopping for more than a minute I knew that I was already 10 minutes ahead of my time for this split from last year, when I had to stop much longer to try to deal with my emerging case of ITBS. That's a nice feeling, believe me. It's almost like cheating.

My energy levels didn't feel quite right, though. As I approached the river I felt a bit... foggy. Splashing through the puddles that preceded the crossing filled one of my shoes with grit. Sighing, I knew that I'd have to stop to clean it out. Luckily I knew of a great rock by the trail to sit on so I could do just that. (Yes, I guess you could say I'm rather familiar with the course!) As I sat down I realized that I had actually run every step of the course for the first ~42 miles. Wow.

A low point in multiple ways.

At this moment I was probably as far up as I would ever be in the race. Later number crunching put me at 98th place at Twin Lakes and I'm sure I passed a few more folks as I blew through the aid station itself. I was about to lose some places, though, as I struggled with the climb. Soon runners were hiking by me like I was standing still. I said hi to many of my friends as they passed by: Marvin, Mike, and Andy in particular. I just couldn't summon up the energy to maintain a solid pace and keep up with them. I never stopped, but progress was slow. I became dizzy and light-headed, then finally a bit nauseous. I tried to get more calories down, but I couldn't take more than a few sips of energy drink at a time without feeling bloated and vaguely sick. In hindsight, I think it was dehydration rather than a deficiency in calories. My blood was probably thickening. Ugh. I splashed water all over myself as the trail neared the stream. It felt great, but I really should have taken the time to drink more.

Still, I reached the Hopeless aid station in about the time I predicted: 1:50 from Twin Lakes. That was faster than last year, but mostly due to not stopping at Twin Lakes. When I was moving, I wasn't moving much faster than I had in previous races. But, hey, whatever works! After quickly refilling my bottles at Hopeless I took off for the summit. Again, efficient aid station management immediately put another ~8 minutes in the bank as I normally collapse on a log at Hopeless and try to choke down some soup. Not this time. I think I felt a bit better as I climbed the last section of trail from the aid station to the top. I was two or three switchbacks from the top when the leaders came bombing down past me. I looked at my watch and took note of Mike's time so that I could update Ian and Nick as they passed by later.

Feeling better on the downhill.

Things definitely felt better on the way down. I just cruised down, occasionally darting aside to avoid the leaders who were climbing up. I wasn't really pushing it-- it just felt nice to not feel so nauseated as I had on the climb. My knee felt fine. It wasn't even on my radar anymore. I guess I felt confident that if I had developed a case of ITBS during training it would've surfaced by now. I just had to try to recover from whatever caused that bought of dizziness and nausea on the way up (it still really hadn't sunk in that it was probably due to dehydration... I don't know why). It was really starting to heat up on the south side of Hope Pass. Again, I took a moment to stop at a stream crossing and dose myself with ice cold water. So, so good. Luckily I had previously taken note of various landmarks on this section of trail so I knew exactly when then downhill into Winfield was approaching and didn't get my hopes up too soon. It was becoming harder to jog the uphills and I definitely resorted to hiking some of the way.

Almost half way. 20 minutes ahead of schedule.

As I emerged out onto the dirt road my wife and I almost immediately caught sight of each other and she jumped up and down cheering for me. It was a happy moment. Even though I had struggled on the uphill, I had given myself a generous amount of time for this split and was I still ahead of schedule.

I hit the Winfield aid station in 3:34 from Twin Lakes, approximately 6 minutes ahead of my modest goal for the split. I arrived in 10 hours and 35 minutes, a total of 20 minutes ahead of my goal. More than that, this was the first time I had ever met or exceeded my goal for the first half of the race-- no matter the goal!

Winfield to Twin Lakes

I was somewhere between 3-4 lbs down at Winfield. Not too bad, I think. (I guess I couldn't have been that dehydrated.) I quickly dropped my pack, and picked up my poles and my first pacer, Terra! I was in and out in maybe 2 minutes.

Terra's paced me in every 100 I've run, so she's a pro. She works for Clif Bar and had taken time out of her busy schedule to help me complete this crazy race yet again. (Clif had a big presence in Aspen that weekend due to the Pro Cycling Challenge.) Sadly, as we proceeded uphill to the single track, my nausea returned. I just couldn't drink much without feeling bloated. Finally, I gave up and puked on the side of the trail. Almost nothing came up, but I felt slightly better afterwards. I had hoped to make it the entire race without puking, but at least I set a new PR for farthest distance run without ejecting the contents of my stomach: 51 miles. (My previous PR was maybe 43 miles for this course. 47 miles, all time. That's ultra!) I was able to trot a bit to the intersection with the Sheep Gulch Trail, then I grabbed my poles and went to work. Just like the north side, I made it all the way to the top without stopping, but I was moving very slowly. Folks were passing me again and I was loosing more spots. I wasn't very talkative and just tried to grind my way to the top without bonking too hard. Things got a bit easier as we approached the final switchbacks and the trail leveled out some. I saw many folks sprawled out on the side of the trail at various points-- not a strategy I recommend. But, I was feeling so poorly that I wasn't in any kind of position to be giving advice. Finally we reached the top, but about 15 minutes behind schedule. Again, I had set a generous goal time for the split to Twin Lakes, so all was not lost. There was still the possibility that I could make up some time on the downhill.

Grinding up Hope Pass.

Terra ran ahead to fill up my bottles and I jogged along behind. I made much faster progress down to the aid station than last year when my ITBS really flared up during this section. It felt so good to just be dealing with tired legs and not the feeling of being repeatedly stabbed in the outside of my knee. At Hopeless I actually grabbed one of the few remaining cups of mashed potatoes and noodles. I ran with it in my hands while Terra took my poles and managed to polish it off in a few minutes. On the way down we stopped again as the trail neared the stream and I used the empty cup to pour ice-cold water all over myself. It was a religious experience. I hooted with delight and took off down the trail, sopping wet. We made good progress down the mountain, passing a few folks along the way. (I'm sure we passed plenty more at the aid station itself.) I was running maybe 9-10 min/miles, I'd say. Much faster than I'd ever been able to do during this section in the past. We kept on jogging all the way to the river and to Twin Lakes itself.

This was the first time I'd ever made it to Twin Lakes (inbound) before the sun had set. It was really uplifting. I saw a lot of locals that I knew in the crowd and waved. Their cheers were much appreciated and I joking flexed and smiled as I ran by looking for my crew. I had survived Hope Pass... barely.

It had taken me 3:50 to get from Winfield back to Twin Lakes. My goal was 3:40, so I was 10 minutes late. But, considering the 6 minutes I had gained on the way to Winfield, I was only down 4 minutes for the entire grueling 21 mile section. Secretly, I had thought that maybe I could have exceeded my conservative goals for Hope Pass by a fair amount, but I'll take it. (If there's any place to put a cushion in your goal times, it's Hope Pass.) I was still 10 minutes up overall on my goal pace through mile 60. I still had a lot of ground to cover, but a big buckle was starting to feel like a real possibility.

Twin Lakes to Halfpipe

When I met my crew, I quickly sat down to change into dry socks and shoes. That wasn't my original plan, but when I had crossed the river they'd filled with sand and grit again. (Actually, it wasn't due to the river, but to the muddy puddles after it.) It didn't take long until I said thanks to Terra and picked up my new pacer, Alex-- an old friend from college and fellow ultra runner. As we set off up the hill to the Mt. Elbert aid station together I was still amazed that it was light out.

On the way up, we were quickly joined by fellow Leadville locals and friends, Smokey and his pacer Craig. Also, another Alex I had met earlier in town (brother of Drew, a friendly ultra runner who used to live up here) showed up with his pacer. Everyone seemed to be in good spirits and we joked and laughed on the way up to the top. My pacer, Alex, shook his head in disbelief at how happy we all were this late in the race.

While I felt pretty good on the climb up, I was still having trouble getting down enough calories. I had switched to Coke for a change, and was able to polish off a bottle by the top of the climb, but my energy drink wasn't sitting very well. It seemed warm and unpalatable. I'd take a sip, feel strangely full/bloated, jog a bit until I burped, take another sip, etc. It wasn't very efficient. Alex and I managed to jog most of what I'd hoped to jog heading in to Halfpipe, but not as fast as I'd hoped. I also took a few walking breaks on some uncharacteristically easy terrain. I just couldn't quite pull it together to nail this section. My legs felt fine, I just had low energy. A handful of runners passed me and I leapfrogged a few for a while. It got dark just as we reached the aid station and we finally put on our headlamps. Glancing at my watch, I knew we were slightly behind my goal time for this split, but we had still barely managed to set a PR. I took some small comfort in that fact even though I felt pretty low at this point in the race.

We hit Halfpipe aid station in 2:20, 5 minutes behind my goal time for this split. I now only had a 5 minute cushion remaining on my overall goal pace.

Halfpipe to Outward Bound

We jogged past Halfpipe without stopping. Alex ran in to see if they had some ice for my energy drink, but they did not. It was a long shot. Shortly afterwards, I think, (or maybe it was after we were leaving Twin Lakes?) we were passed by a runner who exclaimed something to the effect of, "This must be the fifth time I've passed you during this race! How much time do you spend at aid stations?" I smiled and replied, "I don't." I took some small pride in the fact that someone had actually noticed my strategy and commented on it.

I managed to pick up the pace a bit during this leg and I finally stopped hemorrhaging positions. Alex called ahead to Christina at Pipeline to warn her I was approaching so they could expect us and have everything ready ahead of time. I asked for more Coke and more ice. And some Redbull. I plowed on through the line of cars while Alex ran ahead to get everything. It was still incredibly warm out (for this time of night), so I remained in my t-shirt and shorts. I proceeded down the dirt road in the darkness, headed for the pavement. Alex caught up with me about halfway there. I tried some Redbull. It tasted disgusting. I switched back to Coke and jogged along. By not having to stop to change shoes or into tights at Pipeline (like I did last year), I knew I was already 5 minutes ahead for this split. I just had to keep jogging. I knew I had averaged around 13 min/miles during this section last year, so I tried to keep under that. I could-- just barely. My legs were definitely getting a bit sore, but it was nothing compared to the knee pain/stiffness I had to deal with last year.

We watched the lights from the aid station grow slowly closer and closer. We seemed to be in a pretty big gap of runners without too many folks nearby. As we finally closed in on Outward Bound, Alex took stock of everything I needed and shot off to track down our crew and sync up with my next pacer: Justin.

I had a few moments alone out there under the stars, jogging along the pavement. It was quiet. I was holding on and getting closer to that big buckle with every weary step.

I hit Outward Bound in 1:26, 14 minutes ahead of my goal time. It really didn't feel like I was moving that much faster during this section, but I think-- again-- not stopping really helped. My legs were never getting an opportunity to stiffen and lock up.

Outward Bound to May Queen

I was back up to a 20-minute cushion on my goal pace-- which itself had a built in 15-minute cushion to the 25 hour deadline. (I was aiming for a 24:45 finish-- just to be safe.) I started doing the math in my fatigued head. I really didn't want the march from May Queen to the finish line to be a desperate race against the clock only to finish in, say, 25:05 or something. That would be soul crushing. Having walked pretty much every step of the last 12.5 miles in each of my previous races, I knew it would only take me 3:40 to hike it in its entirety. My goal pace called for a slightly more aggressive 3:15 to the finish. Well, 3:15 plus a built in 15-minute cushion, plus my current 20-minute cushion on top of that, put me at... 3:50. Solid, but not quite guaranteed. If I could just nail this 10-mile leg over Powerlines to May Queen then maybe I could rest easy.

Justin was just the man for the job. This would be the third time he'd pace me to the finish (and the fourth time, total). I know these final 23 miles are not exactly his favorite section to pace, but he's usually been my closer-- and for good reason. He's such a relaxed, optimistic guy; perfectly willing to talk about anything and everything to pass the time (even when I'm not being very responsive), and he knows the course and is very good at gently reminding me to pick up the pace or eat more or do whatever I need to do to survive. Last year, his encouragement at the river crossing near Twin Lakes, when I was suffering from ITBS (and took two frickin' hours to descend from the top of the pass), was probably the only reason I didn't DNF.

I tried to get down as much Coke as I could on the pavement before the climb, where I knew I'd need some energy. I had run from Twin Lakes to Outward Bound without poles, but now it was time to power hike again. I wouldn't exactly say we crushed the uphill, but again I made it to the top without stopping. No breaks. It was a solid pace for this late in the race and we actually started passing a few folks on the way up. I don't think I had passed anyone on an uphill for about 40 miles. Up until this point I hadn't taken a single painkiller during the race. Sure, I was a bit sore, but I don't like to take pills if I don't have to. But, I knew I really wanted to hammer the downhill into May Queen. I told Justin that if I couldn't run at least 13 min/miles going down Sugarloaf, I wanted to stop and choke down some Tylenol. I did not relish the thought. As we crested, I started jogging a bit and slowly tried to stretch out my tired legs. 14 min/mile, 13 min/mile, 12 min/mile... Justin jogged ahead to scout out the smooth singletrack carved by all the mountain bike riders the previous Saturday (which dodged all the rocks)... 11 min/mile, 10 min/mile pace! I shouted with joy. The pace seemed blisteringly fast for mile 85! I think I even saw a 9 min/mile pace on my GPS at one point. That big belt buckle was going to be mine! We must have passed well over a dozen runners on the descent. I silently thanked my quads as we turned off Hagerman Road and on to the Colorado Trail.

The two-ish miles from Hagerman Road to May Queen always scare me. They seem impossibly technical this late in a 100 mile race. I grabbed my poles again and tried not to do anything too stupid. We had caught up to Smokey and Craig again and they fell in behind us. We chatted away as we gingerly negotiated all the rocks, jogging when we could and taking it easy when it got too rocky or steep. One bridge down, two bridges; finally the third bridge...

There's minimal cell service at May Queen so as we emerged onto the pavement Justin ran ahead to track down my crew, Christina and Jeremy.

Again, a quiet moment alone. I took a breath and looked at my watch. It was 1am. I had obliterated the section, running it in 2:44, 16 minutes faster than my goal and over a half an hour faster than my previous PR! I now had a comfortable 4 hours to make it to the finish line.

I ran the 41st fastest split from Outward Bound to May Queen. Damn.

May Queen to Finish

Regrettably I kind of shutdown after May Queen. The knowledge that a big belt buckle was pretty much in the bag, caused me to loose my focus and intensity. I managed to get a few calories in me going over Powerlines, but not enough to sustain a surge all the way to the finish. I was still battling some nausea and I wasn't really interested in any of the drinks I was carrying.

Sticking with my plan, I jogged straight through May Queen while Justin dealt with logistics. We swapped headlamps and got some more bottles of Coke and energy drink. I had put on a long sleeved shirt going over Powerlines, but I was getting warm and I took it off again. May Queen is usually an ice box-- it was amazing how warm it was.

I tried jogging every so often, but I just couldn't muster the energy. I puked. I staggered on. The Tabor Boat Ramp seemed to take forever. Runners were passing me at regular intervals. I wasn't worried, but I was vaguely disappointed that it seemed a strong finish would elude me yet again. Still, my disappointment was tempered by the fact that I was actually going to big buckle. Impossible! Luckily we picked up my poles again at the boat ramp because they saved me from a tumble or two going down the mini-power lines. I was getting sleepy and I noticed that it was becoming difficult to walk a straight line. Once we hit the bottom of the valley the temperature felt like it dropped 20 degrees. I immediately put on a warm layer, a hat, gloves, and a rain jacket. I saw my parents drive by on their way to meet me at the finish line. My cheering section was assembling! I just had to survive the Boulevard. I desperately wanted to be done. Last year I had the energy/willpower to jog some of the Boulevard, but not this year. I just clicked along with my poles, chatting about whatever I could think of to pass the time. A nearby racer exclaimed with a humorous mixture of joy and disgust, "My last gel!" I knew exactly how he felt.

My first "one sunrise" 100 miler!

Finally, the pavement. 6th St. The top of the hill. I somehow summoned the energy for a victory jog to the finish, waving to all my friends and family who had woken up at 4:30am to see me. It felt good to finally cross the finish line. Very, very good.

24:28:55. 112th out of 944 starters (494 finishers).

What an amazing finish to another amazing summer of running in the mountains. My fourth consecutive Leadville finish. My fourth consecutive PR. A 3:50 PR! A big buckle. Incredible. A huge thank you to my crew and pacers for helping me get 'er done.

I accomplished something that I assumed was so far beyond the realm of possibility at the beginning of the year that it never even crossed my mind to have it as some sort of nebulous, far off stretch goal. I honestly thought I'd end up taking it easy this year; I had no plans to radically change my training. My main focus was simply to not get injured during training. Even now, as I write this a week after the finish, it's difficult for me to believe. I've always been a mid-pack runner. And yet somehow I pulled it off. If this blog inspires just one person to keep at it; to keep training for another year, to be patient, to be smart, to be consistent, and to break through and achieve an entirely unexpected result then it'll all be worth it.

My daughter Sierra holding the prize.

Analysis

Some obligatory tables. My race was far from flawless. The first 40 miles felt great; 7 hours to Twin Lakes feels about right, but yet again Hope Pass proved to be more challenging than I thought. In training, I can do a double crossing in 5 hours. Yes, of course I expect to be slower during the race, but 2.5 hours slower seems a bit excessive. I'm convinced that my slowdown this year was due to mild dehydration and a subsequent lack of calories. I need to take better care of myself from Halfpipe to Twin Lakes and stay on top of nutrition while slogging over the pass itself. Psychologically I was done at mile 87.5. I lost my motivation. I really want to finish the race strong one day. There is huge room for improvement from May Queen to the finish. So, as crazy as it sounds, I think overall I could've run at least about an hour faster. Well, maybe next time...

A comparison of my '13 splits and my '12 splits. I ran every split faster!

A comparison of my '13 splits vs. the median splits for '13. (Hope Pass #2 should be red.)

A comparison of my '13 splits vs. my PR splits. My old PRs were from '12, '11, and '10.

A comparison of my '13 splits vs. my goals for '13. Not too shabby.

My place at each split, how much it changed, and how my split ranked. I crushed Powerlines inbound!